Running Fingers on My Back

So today I was sitting in class about half dead and wanting nothing more than to go crawl on my couch with a huge blanket and someone rubbing my back. I never noticed how stressed, tired, rushed, and sick I have been. The saddest part of that is though is the reason. I haven't noticed these things because I don't have time anymore to notice them. If I'm not working I'm doing homework and if I'm not doing that I'm trying to see my family and friends I barely see anymore. And I know every person reading this knows how I feel completely!

Every chance I got today I went to my desk and just sat there with my head on my it. I finally got to 6th hour, Biology, and I just dropped to my desk. An amazing feeling took over my body and I wasn't sure what it was until I looked back. It was Logan and he was running his fingers on my back. I swear I could have passed out that very moment. With every little twist and turn he made on my back it was like tension, stress, frustration, and any feeling a sickness was leaving my body. That was the most amazing feeling I have had in such a long time. I didn't want it to stop but unfortunately it did when the annoying bell rang.

As I sat there praying for that feeling to stay just a little bit longer I got thinking about how some of the littlest things can get our minds of all the chaos around us. A little thing like someone rubbing your back come back you feel like you're on Cloud 9. It makes me laugh when that pops in my head. The little things are the things that distract us from the overload we call life. Different people have different things that do that for them like someone playing with there hair, humming to them (that with someone rubbing your back is AMAZING I must say), listening to music, a nice comfy couch or bed. Different people different things that distract them.

I swear we should just have a day off to TRY and relax if that's even possible. It seems to get harder everyday. The pile gets bigger and bigger the longer we go along until that one amazing day you finally finish everything. That joyous feeling takes over your body the second you finish that task. You know what that means... YOU GET TO RELAX! Thank you God! :) That joy and funny feeling takes over because all the stress that got built up is finally coming out. Just like when Logan was rubbing my back. It's a feeling everyone loves to feel.

Wanting more of that funny feeling,

Maranda :))