Lost in the Madness

I'm sitting in a chair that I only take up about a half of and feeling like a little barbie doll. I look to my left and see people having a blast and playing pool. To my right are kids reminiscing about the old and new. Then straight in front of me I see this huge circle of people passing around this circle thing that has a beeping noise coming out of it and people jumping, screaming, laughing, crying and pointing. I look and just shake my head while smiling. I see all the people I have known for a while, just started talking to and people I just started talking to that night.


The night was full of happiness and laughter. Nothing took a wrong turn or twist. You could say it was almost perfect.

That night is a night I will never forget. It was a night that showed me what I'm missing. The friends I hardly talk to anymore and lost friendships I truly miss. It also showed me everything I do have. How good I have it. I must say I'm quite lucky.

As I sat in that chair I think I had someone new sitting next to me or on me every couple mins. It made laugh. I miss the crazy, goofy and silly times that I have had in the past. The second I noticed it I made a choice. I made a choice that I'm going to get back all those times. I'm going to start talking to people I see less and try to get back that friendship I miss dearly.

After I left I also got a whole new experience that I will never forget. It was straight out of a fairy tale. All because of this silly little boy :) That night this silly little boy drove me home. We were walking to his car and I told him to stop. We both looked up and in the sky was this amazing array of stars covering it like a blanket. It was so beautiful I could hardly take my eyes off of it. I finally looked down and there was that silly little boy looking at me. I closed my eyes and something surprised me. He kissed me. This silly little boy made that imprinted in my heart forever.

That night was full of everything a girl could dream of. I will never forget the choices I made, the thoughts that went through my head, and that silly little boy kissing me. I'm a very lucky person! I have it to good! That night is another chapter in my own little book of life.

Lucky,

Maranda :)))