One Deep Breath

Life is unpredictable. You have leaps and bounds you have to go over. You have the happiest of times and the saddest of times. You have times were you're on a natural high and times when you're in pain. Every little thing you go through is something you would have never known that was going to happen. I think that's just an amazing thing.

People try to control everything in their life something. It doesn't matter what but they try to control it and if they don't they blame themselves. I must admit I use to try to control everything in my life and people changed me. They didn't let me control everything and surprised me with things here and there. It showed me how much I was truly missing. I learned that planning every little thing in your life is just a waste of time because you don't know what's going to happen. Things change everyday!

Life is so complicated if you really think about it. It's pretty much like you're in a bad relationship. It can barely ever stick to plans. Doesn't ever call. You can never tell what it's thinking, what's coming, or what it wants. The most stubbern person in the world I like to refer to it as. Even though all those things are true it's still worth working on that "relationship" because those leaps and bounds are all part of the journey. Life shouldn't be predictable. Hell that would be so boring. I don't think anyone could live like that. Everyone needs some surprise in their life.

I know everything life throws my way and your way is most of the time quite hard and difficult. You struggle with it and sometimes you're not sure if you will make it out but you will. You just have to find things to help. Think of all the good times that are coming your way the second that 1 bad thing is over. Deep breaths, Good thoughts, and one shoulder to support you just a little bit. Those are the 3 winning things that will get you out and you will always have.

Everyone has a past and everyone has a future. You know what's happened in the past but no one knows what will be coming in the future. That's a surprise and don't try to control. If things are meant to be they will happen. Deep breaths and Good thoughts. (They help with anything) I hope you let your future be a journey. I hope you get past all those twists and turns to get to all the good times. It's truly worth it.

Taking Deep Breaths,

Maranda :)