Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Change within :)


Okay, so lately I've been all out of wack! Not myself at all but I seem to be loving it more than anything. I've been quiet and keeping to myself but I'm okay with that. I talk when I want to but when I truly need to work I do it and get it done with. I can't believe how much of a difference it's making. In classes that I had a C- in I now have B+ or higher. It's amazing. I'm so happy with myself. It's a feeling I haven't felt in such a long time.

I have a new self confidence in me and I truly love it. When I look at myself in the mirror I no longer see a plane Jane or someone I don't really like. I see myself smiling and happy with myself! Ahhh!

I know I sound strange at the moment but things are just clicking right now. Things NEVER click for me and now they are. AHHHHHHHH! YAY!!!

Another change is that I've been letting change happen. I haven't well I guess I've been trying to not be so stubborn with everything. I'm trying hard at least. Slowly but surely is what I've been going by these days. I do recommend it.

Ahhh. Damn. Happiness is amazing.

Like I said things to be clicking lately. I hadn't truly danced in such a long time and now it's coming back to me so naturally. It's what I do everyday when I wake up in my kitchen. I smile, sing and dance. Ugh. It's truly amazing. I start lyrical next week and I'm so excited for it. It's one time where i can poor all my heart out in a single 3 mins.

Life is amazing. I really just needed to get that out right there. :)))

Well I will stop pouring out my happiness now!
((((FYI That's my lyrical outfit above!)))

Clicking is amazing,

Maranda!!!!