Hello Change of Winds!

Summers around the corner.

Spring is in the air.

The feeling that surrounds all changes and lifts.

Whenever spring rolls around I feel like a whole new person. I feel like all the stress and dead weight of winter is no longer there and all I want to do is have some fun with my friends. School doesn't seem that important and stressful for that very reason. Strange thing is I always do really well because that same reason!


I understand that things can go wrong at anytime.

I understand that things can't always stay the same.

But, I also understand that things will work out with a little bit of effort from all sides of the equation.

Lately, My moods can change with the weather outside, people in my life and how I feel personally. Spring is just that way for me. I'm going to have a great summer though. I'm determined not to let anything ruin my plans and happiness. I've already started working on my goal of that my getting rid of the junk I no longer need in my room, life, and sorry to say but in my so called friends.

Life changes.

The seasons bring on a change of winds.

I'm not longer letting that wind control me.

This time around the wind will work with and around me as much as possible.

The seasons to come look like they will be the best I've had for many.

Hello Change of Winds :))

Marnada :))

Change within :)

Okay, so lately I've been all out of wack! Not myself at all but I seem to be loving it more than anything. I've been quiet and keeping to myself but I'm okay with that. I talk when I want to but when I truly need to work I do it and get it done with. I can't believe how much of a difference it's making. In classes that I had a C- in I now have B+ or higher. It's amazing. I'm so happy with myself. It's a feeling I haven't felt in such a long time.

I have a new self confidence in me and I truly love it. When I look at myself in the mirror I no longer see a plane Jane or someone I don't really like. I see myself smiling and happy with myself! Ahhh!

I know I sound strange at the moment but things are just clicking right now. Things NEVER click for me and now they are. AHHHHHHHH! YAY!!!

Another change is that I've been letting change happen. I haven't well I guess I've been trying to not be so stubborn with everything. I'm trying hard at least. Slowly but surely is what I've been going by these days. I do recommend it.

Ahhh. Damn. Happiness is amazing.

Like I said things to be clicking lately. I hadn't truly danced in such a long time and now it's coming back to me so naturally. It's what I do everyday when I wake up in my kitchen. I smile, sing and dance. Ugh. It's truly amazing. I start lyrical next week and I'm so excited for it. It's one time where i can poor all my heart out in a single 3 mins.

Life is amazing. I really just needed to get that out right there. :)))

Well I will stop pouring out my happiness now!

((((FYI That's my lyrical outfit above!)))

Clicking is amazing,

Maranda!!!!